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HP FIC: Sirius' Prince Sirius/Remus PG
Title: Sirius' Prince
Author: YinLynn
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: PG13
Warnings: mild slashy feelings, songfic, kinda dark and depressing
Word Count: 1005 including lyrics
Disclaimer: I am a poor college girl playing with other people's characters. I don't mean any offense and am making no profit.
Author Notes: This is written forremipunx's When Doves Cry challenge here (there is a poll for voting betwen all the submissions here untill May 6 so if you liked it please vote). I had some ideas when I first read the challenge but they kinda lurked in the back of my mind. I guess I just needed a deadling because the day she set one this popped out pretty much fully formed. I guess sitting in the back of my mind for almost a month turned it a bit dark, cause I really didn't mean for it to be like this. Beta wise my best firend anarchy_est1986 proofed it but all mistakes are mine. Also this is my second finished fic, first HP so please be nice, but feel free to crit too. Flames will be used to keep me warm if April decides to pull anymore weekend winter storms.
Sirius’ Prince
~~^~~
Dig if u will the picture
Of u and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can u my darling
Can u picture this?
Sirius has been teasing Remus all day. He kept whispering the most inappropriate suggestions and everyone just though that Sirius was plotting per usual. Those not privileged enough to be a Marauder, explained away Remus’ blushing as being embarrassed at his inability to control his friends and guilt at being a bad prefect. James and Peter thought that Remus was feeling embarrassed and guilty because he secretly liked Sirius’ suggestions, but knew there was nothing he could do to stop it even if he should. They were quite close actually; they were just off on what exactly Sirius had been suggesting.
~~^~~
Dream if u can a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat
The heat between me and u
Sirius’ whispered ideas were more romantic now, less pure sixteen-year old male lust. He promised lavish things that he knew Remus’ secretly yearned for but felt guilty for wanting. He promised a flat for just the two of them, he promised sinfully relaxing vacations, he promised eternity together under the moon enjoying their animal side and not worrying about pain and terror.
~~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
Sirius feels awful. Not because the Dementors are trying to drain his joy and happiness and everything that makes him Sirius. He is upset because his best friend and his wife are dead. He is upset because his best friend’s son will not have a father to look up to, because Sirius knows James would have been a GREAT father. He knows because James is nothing like Sirius’ father. James would pay attention to Harry. James would love Harry. Lily would be the same, a much better mother than the one he had had. Lily would never ignore Harry; would never leave Harry with the house elves for days and weeks. James and Lily would have loved Harry, and now Harry won’t get that. He is upset because everyone thinks he is a traitor, a betrayer and a murderer. If he hadn’t been so stupid during school it wouldn’t have been so believable. If he hadn’t been so focused on other things he would have realized Peter had been acting odd. If, if, if. Most of all though, Sirius is upset because he had to lie and deceive Remus.
~~^~~
Touch if u will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You've got the butterflies all tied up
Don't make me chase u
Even doves have pride
Sirius is free. The colors are almost too bright. The air is too sweet. The sky is too big. Remus is too beautiful. He has always been too beautiful though. He needs to touch Remus, to make sure this isn’t another dream to build his hope before dashing it into a million pieces again. He feels almost queasy, but it’s ok now. He is touching Remus. Remus knows, Remus has forgiven him. Now they just have to take care of Peter and it will be perfect.
~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (World so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
Sirius is fucking pissed. Everything was going so well, and now it is all shot to hell. Peter has escaped. He is on the run again. And the great greasy-git Snivellius has made it so Remus has to leave too. What a pair they make: a murderous escaped criminal and an outed werewolf. This time they will stay together though. They won’t let anyone drive a wedge between them.
~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (A world that's so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding (Maybe, maybe I'm like my father)
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold (Ya know he's 2 bold)
Maybe you're just like my mother (Maybe you're just like my mother)
She's never satisfied (She's never, never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other (Why do we scream, why)
This is what it sounds like
It doesn’t matter what his family would think. They have been dead to him since that summer he ran away to live with James. They are all dead. His mother’s portrait can go stuff itself for all he cares. James was the only family he needed besides Remus. James is dead too though, so it is only him and Remus. If that little rat hadn’t gotten away it could have been Harry too. He will take great pleasure in killing Peter for all he has done to Sirius’ family.
~~^~~
When doves cry
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)
Don't Cry (Don't Cry)
When doves cry
When doves cry
When doves cry
When Doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry, doves cry
Don't cry
Darling don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't don't cry
Sirius is dead. He went and broke his promises again. He left Remus alone. He let that blasted house-elf split them up. Now all he can do is tell Remus and Harry not to cry.
Title: Sirius' Prince
Author: YinLynn
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: PG13
Warnings: mild slashy feelings, songfic, kinda dark and depressing
Word Count: 1005 including lyrics
Disclaimer: I am a poor college girl playing with other people's characters. I don't mean any offense and am making no profit.
Author Notes: This is written for
remipunx's When Doves Cry challenge here (there is a poll for voting betwen all the submissions here untill May 6 so if you liked it please vote). I had some ideas when I first read the challenge but they kinda lurked in the back of my mind. I guess I just needed a deadling because the day she set one this popped out pretty much fully formed. I guess sitting in the back of my mind for almost a month turned it a bit dark, cause I really didn't mean for it to be like this. Beta wise my best firend anarchy_est1986 proofed it but all mistakes are mine. Also this is my second finished fic, first HP so please be nice, but feel free to crit too. Flames will be used to keep me warm if April decides to pull anymore weekend winter storms.Sirius’ Prince
~~^~~
Dig if u will the picture
Of u and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can u my darling
Can u picture this?
Sirius has been teasing Remus all day. He kept whispering the most inappropriate suggestions and everyone just though that Sirius was plotting per usual. Those not privileged enough to be a Marauder, explained away Remus’ blushing as being embarrassed at his inability to control his friends and guilt at being a bad prefect. James and Peter thought that Remus was feeling embarrassed and guilty because he secretly liked Sirius’ suggestions, but knew there was nothing he could do to stop it even if he should. They were quite close actually; they were just off on what exactly Sirius had been suggesting.
~~^~~
Dream if u can a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat
The heat between me and u
Sirius’ whispered ideas were more romantic now, less pure sixteen-year old male lust. He promised lavish things that he knew Remus’ secretly yearned for but felt guilty for wanting. He promised a flat for just the two of them, he promised sinfully relaxing vacations, he promised eternity together under the moon enjoying their animal side and not worrying about pain and terror.
~~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
Sirius feels awful. Not because the Dementors are trying to drain his joy and happiness and everything that makes him Sirius. He is upset because his best friend and his wife are dead. He is upset because his best friend’s son will not have a father to look up to, because Sirius knows James would have been a GREAT father. He knows because James is nothing like Sirius’ father. James would pay attention to Harry. James would love Harry. Lily would be the same, a much better mother than the one he had had. Lily would never ignore Harry; would never leave Harry with the house elves for days and weeks. James and Lily would have loved Harry, and now Harry won’t get that. He is upset because everyone thinks he is a traitor, a betrayer and a murderer. If he hadn’t been so stupid during school it wouldn’t have been so believable. If he hadn’t been so focused on other things he would have realized Peter had been acting odd. If, if, if. Most of all though, Sirius is upset because he had to lie and deceive Remus.
~~^~~
Touch if u will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You've got the butterflies all tied up
Don't make me chase u
Even doves have pride
Sirius is free. The colors are almost too bright. The air is too sweet. The sky is too big. Remus is too beautiful. He has always been too beautiful though. He needs to touch Remus, to make sure this isn’t another dream to build his hope before dashing it into a million pieces again. He feels almost queasy, but it’s ok now. He is touching Remus. Remus knows, Remus has forgiven him. Now they just have to take care of Peter and it will be perfect.
~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (World so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
Sirius is fucking pissed. Everything was going so well, and now it is all shot to hell. Peter has escaped. He is on the run again. And the great greasy-git Snivellius has made it so Remus has to leave too. What a pair they make: a murderous escaped criminal and an outed werewolf. This time they will stay together though. They won’t let anyone drive a wedge between them.
~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (A world that's so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding (Maybe, maybe I'm like my father)
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold (Ya know he's 2 bold)
Maybe you're just like my mother (Maybe you're just like my mother)
She's never satisfied (She's never, never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other (Why do we scream, why)
This is what it sounds like
It doesn’t matter what his family would think. They have been dead to him since that summer he ran away to live with James. They are all dead. His mother’s portrait can go stuff itself for all he cares. James was the only family he needed besides Remus. James is dead too though, so it is only him and Remus. If that little rat hadn’t gotten away it could have been Harry too. He will take great pleasure in killing Peter for all he has done to Sirius’ family.
~~^~~
When doves cry
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)
Don't Cry (Don't Cry)
When doves cry
When doves cry
When doves cry
When Doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry, doves cry
Don't cry
Darling don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't don't cry
Sirius is dead. He went and broke his promises again. He left Remus alone. He let that blasted house-elf split them up. Now all he can do is tell Remus and Harry not to cry.
