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DETHKLOK RULES!!!!!

2009-10-21T05:02:50Z

just got back from the Dethklok concert and it was AWESOME!!
The first band "High on Fire" was pretty good. I never caught the name of the second band, and all their songs sounded the same, but people were moshing to them so it was fun. Then Mastodon played. They were good but they seemed to be on the sage forever. It probably would have been more fun if I knew their songs.
Finally Dethklok got on stage and I had so much fun just rocking the fuck out. Headbanging, throwing horns all over the place, pushing back the overeager moshers, passing along the crowd surfers. It is well worth the sore throat and ringing ears.

HP FIC: Sirius' Prince Sirius/Remus PG

2005-04-28T07:23:14Z

Title: Sirius' Prince
Author: YinLynn
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: PG13
Warnings: mild slashy feelings, songfic, kinda dark and depressing
Word Count: 1005 including lyrics
Disclaimer: I am a poor college girl playing with other people's characters. I don't mean any offense and am making no profit.
Author Notes: This is written for remipunx's When Doves Cry challenge here (there is a poll for voting betwen all the submissions here untill May 6 so if you liked it please vote). I had some ideas when I first read the challenge but they kinda lurked in the back of my mind. I guess I just needed a deadling because the day she set one this popped out pretty much fully formed. I guess sitting in the back of my mind for almost a month turned it a bit dark, cause I really didn't mean for it to be like this. Beta wise my best firend anarchy_est1986 proofed it but all mistakes are mine. Also this is my second finished fic, first HP so please be nice, but feel free to crit too. Flames will be used to keep me warm if April decides to pull anymore weekend winter storms.

Sirius’ Prince

~~^~~
Dig if u will the picture
Of u and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can u my darling
Can u picture this?

Sirius has been teasing Remus all day. He kept whispering the most inappropriate suggestions and everyone just though that Sirius was plotting per usual. Those not privileged enough to be a Marauder, explained away Remus’ blushing as being embarrassed at his inability to control his friends and guilt at being a bad prefect. James and Peter thought that Remus was feeling embarrassed and guilty because he secretly liked Sirius’ suggestions, but knew there was nothing he could do to stop it even if he should. They were quite close actually; they were just off on what exactly Sirius had been suggesting.

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Dream if u can a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat
The heat between me and u

Sirius’ whispered ideas were more romantic now, less pure sixteen-year old male lust. He promised lavish things that he knew Remus’ secretly yearned for but felt guilty for wanting. He promised a flat for just the two of them, he promised sinfully relaxing vacations, he promised eternity together under the moon enjoying their animal side and not worrying about pain and terror.

~~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry

Sirius feels awful. Not because the Dementors are trying to drain his joy and happiness and everything that makes him Sirius. He is upset because his best friend and his wife are dead. He is upset because his best friend’s son will not have a father to look up to, because Sirius knows James would have been a GREAT father. He knows because James is nothing like Sirius’ father. James would pay attention to Harry. James would love Harry. Lily would be the same, a much better mother than the one he had had. Lily would never ignore Harry; would never leave Harry with the house elves for days and weeks. James and Lily would have loved Harry, and now Harry won’t get that. He is upset because everyone thinks he is a traitor, a betrayer and a murderer. If he hadn’t been so stupid during school it wouldn’t have been so believable. If he hadn’t been so focused on other things he would have realized Peter had been acting odd. If, if, if. Most of all though, Sirius is upset because he had to lie and deceive Remus.

~~^~~
Touch if u will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You've got the butterflies all tied up
Don't make me chase u
Even doves have pride

Sirius is free. The colors are almost too bright. The air is too sweet. The sky is too big. Remus is too beautiful. He has always been too beautiful though. He needs to touch Remus, to make sure this isn’t another dream to build his hope before dashing it into a million pieces again. He feels almost queasy, but it’s ok now. He is touching Remus. Remus knows, Remus has forgiven him. Now they just have to take care of Peter and it will be perfect.

~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (World so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry

Sirius is fucking pissed. Everything was going so well, and now it is all shot to hell. Peter has escaped. He is on the run again. And the great greasy-git Snivellius has made it so Remus has to leave too. What a pair they make: a murderous escaped criminal and an outed werewolf. This time they will stay together though. They won’t let anyone drive a wedge between them.

~~^~~
How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (A world that's so cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding (Maybe, maybe I'm like my father)
Maybe I'm just like my father 2 bold (Ya know he's 2 bold)
Maybe you're just like my mother (Maybe you're just like my mother)
She's never satisfied (She's never, never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other (Why do we scream, why)
This is what it sounds like

It doesn’t matter what his family would think. They have been dead to him since that summer he ran away to live with James. They are all dead. His mother’s portrait can go stuff itself for all he cares. James was the only family he needed besides Remus. James is dead too though, so it is only him and Remus. If that little rat hadn’t gotten away it could have been Harry too. He will take great pleasure in killing Peter for all he has done to Sirius’ family.

~~^~~
When doves cry
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)
When doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry)

Don't Cry (Don't Cry)

When doves cry
When doves cry
When doves cry

When Doves cry (Doves cry, doves cry, doves cry
Don't cry
Darling don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't don't cry

Sirius is dead. He went and broke his promises again. He left Remus alone. He let that blasted house-elf split them up. Now all he can do is tell Remus and Harry not to cry.

yinyangscurse @ 2005-04-17T06:13:00

2005-04-17T10:28:04Z

well well well well well, I just now realized that I have had my lj for a year as of last friday. Man, it doesn't feel like I have been stalking people that long. Of course lately LJ has seemed to take over my life with the emergence of my HP love. I don't even really have time to delve into the Good Omens fandom, which I kinda really want to do.

I guess now is as good a time as any. For a couple months now I have been making a list of all the fanfic I have been reading and posting it as private (I didn't notice till yesterday that one hadn't been marked that, and I am sorry for any confusion that caused). I just keep track of address, title, character/pairings, rating. If it is a reread I'll mark that too. I've found it kind of helpful to have a place I can go and search and see whether or not I have read a certain fic, or what was the last chapter I read. I've also been thinking that maybe I should make it not-private. I wouldn't make it flat-out public, I don't want to spam those of you who actually friended me. But I was thinking maybe make a filter for the people that actually care what I read. Of course I don't know if I want people knowing what I read. I mean it varies quite a bit, ranging from het, to slash, to femme, to gen, to crossover, to XXX, to G, to drabble, to mulichapter-multibook mega projects, and everything inbetween. Mostly I think its only three fandoms so far with a few crosses with others. Mostly it is Harry Potter, Lord of the Ring and a few Good Omens snuck in for good measure. Also I would try and make it clear that these AREN'T RECS. They are just what I read. I could think it the most cracked out thing ever, want to bleach my brain after, and not wish it on my worst enemy, but if I read it, I'll list it. Nor do I think that I will have found some obscure amazing writer since most of what I read I get through reading the comments to the stories I read acutally, and finding people mentioning it or reccing it or comparing this fic to that one or what have you. I am not a discerning reader by any means. I tend to gravitate to certain pairings and topics, and there are days that it will be one sappy fluff after the other, and then maybe a week straight with no fluff in sight. So basically this long ramble is to ask: Anyone interested? Does anyone want to see what I am reading?

P.S. Adrienne, I can't harass you on your journal cause you haven't posted, but BIA, YOU SHOULDA TOLL ME YOUS GOTS WIT DA LJ!

Everyone else please ignore that last bit, it is 6:30am and I didn't sleep last night.

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2004-04-15T15:54:36Z

i think i will have to get used to only being allowed three icons, im used to greatestjournal where you get unlimited. oh well. that icon that i have is one i made. it is *supposed* to be winking then sticking out its tongue. for some reason on my comp it just shows the first two images going back and forth so it looks like its eye has a tic and that is it. im not sure why but other people tell me they see the full icon so *shrug*

yinyangscurse @ 2004-04-15T11:45:00

2004-04-15T15:51:37Z

i should probably make a post so i am not just having a blank page. for the most part i plan on still using my greatestjournal its the same name if you want to check it out. mostly i just made this account since it seems everyone has an lj: my fave webcomic artists, my fave fanfic writers, etc, so i gave in and made this to make it easier on my to keep track of it all. i am extremely lazy. well im off to go make sure im not forgetting anyone that i wanted to add tootles.